Have you ever wondered if in future, 

will you pursue a career or pursue a dream? 

I knew i don't suit those sort of "office" type of lady.

&i can't imagine being stucked in a place for like 8-5 or even 9-5.

Sometimes when i work hard for my studies, 

i won't even know if i am working hard or not.

I'm not even clear if i'm ready for O's.

In fact, i think i am not working hard enough for myself.

I don't wanna end up crying with a half Olevel cert.

Cause it's useless if you didn't give in your effort.

My art. i did almost everything by myself. 

I had some helps from my cliques. (:

I hope my efforts won't go down the drain just like that.

If i would get at least a B3 for art in O's.

i will be happy &glad alr.

Because i know my standard.

Will I get to go into the course i want next year?

Will regret for choosing the course? 

Billions and trillions of things running through my mind right now.

But by the end of the day, 

the biggest aim for me is that i'll own a shop.

I don't wanna say big words. So i think i'll start working hard by now.

you'll see a really nerd me from today onwards. 

No longer shopaholic but a study nerd..